preferably-unwanted-papers.
you love yourself in the same time as you hate yourself. there is no logical explanation for this kind of emotional feeling. and because of such an illogical feeling which has no specific reason or any exact main problem, a valid antidote for this cause should be a logical stuffs. well, here's the thing. the main idea is, you have to look for another emotional feeling that could covers your unwanted emotions. a better perspective which suits yourself even better. a persona. a character. an essential figure that you need rather than just a desire. something. or someone who you can run to and be truly honest about you between your own uncertainty. sounds easy. hard to do. correct. but that's how logical things work isn't that? alternatively, there should be a solid comprehension that there is no missing memories inside your subconscious. all of those old phases you've been through, will always be there, written, sheet per sheet, laying inside your ‘forgotten era’ like a p...